It has been almost three weeks since loosing our precious Faith. Bryce is back at work and I am working only a couple days a week. I am enjoying having some free time to meet with people and get some house work done. We are trying to make a new normal in our lives right now, trying to get used to living each day with this grief. It has only been three weeks, but it is still frustrating how hard this is. Everything I do reminds me of her, I go to the store and everywhere I turn is pregnant women and babies, being at home I think of how empty our house is and how I long for it to be filled with cries of a baby. I don't want any of you to think that when I see a pregnant girl or a newborn baby that I am bitter, it just makes me sad and I think of Faith. I am very happy for everyone who gets to experience the joy of parenthood and I know that God has a plan for everything and His plan was for Faith to not grow up in this world but in heaven with Him. We are moving along everyday and keeping a hope in our hearts that someday we will get to have a baby. We will never, ever replace Faith she will always be our firstborn and our hopes is that she is the firstborn of many younger brothers and sisters.