Sunday, May 29, 2011

Honoring our baby girl

Yesterday we had a burial for our baby girl. We decided to have it this weekend because May 30th would have been my due date. I am so glad we did the burial it was very healing for Bryce and I, and now we have a place where we can go and family can go to talk to her. I talk to her all the time so I don't know how often I will visit her at the cemetery.
Tomorrow will mark the end of my pregnancy and what it could have been. I know it will be a very hard day but I am almost a little relieved too. I have spent the last four months wondering what my belly would have looked  like as we got closer to this day or what life would have be like if instead of making arrangements for a funeral if we could be making arrangements for the arrival of our baby.
We love Faith as though she were here with us. It is hard to move on from something like this but we can move forward in knowing that we will see her again.
We love you Faith, rest your head on halleluiahs.